After i read the mean letter from my sister, I decided to cancel my trip to the Philippines. I decided of not planning any trip going back home anytime soon. I am not mad with my sister and I totally understand why she was able to write me that kind of letter but i dont think I am ready to see her. not yet. ohh well, good thing my friend called me and offer me a trip to italy plus next year we are going on a cruise. I will just maybe do that instead of going to the philippines.