Monday, December 18, 2006

Update..



You better watch out! you better not cry, you better not pout am telling you why..Santa clause is comin to town!!!! HO!HO! Merry Christmas to All!!!

hay sensya na kayo ha...it's been a while since i update my blog..golly life was really really busy..plus my computer's really really suck..i cant even go to each of your house and read your entry.somtimes it went thru but when i try to put a comment on it. palagi nalang page cannot be displayed..pero ok na lahat ngayon..my hubby fixed my computer ..so here! i am back to my online world...salamat talaga sa lahat ng nag ewan sa akin ng mga message..di nyo talaga ako nakalimotan kahit wala update bahay ko..nabasa ko lahat ng nilagay nyo sa tag board ko..salamat talaga at pasensya na at di ako nakabisita ang mga bahay nyo..asides from being so busy lately, sira then and computer ko..

Anyway, everybody knows that i went to the philppines because of my grandmas' death..bakit kaya lahat ng kasayahan me kapalit na kalongkotan..i was just very happy that day..it was sunday..the sun is up.the weather was a little bit chilly but perfect to be outside..i am so excited beacuse for the first time of this season we're going to the cowboys stadium to watch my team playing in real..as in i was very excited..cant wait to see my favorite player giving us a touch down...they played with the very tough team this season..yup! they played with the CULTS..hubby said they never lost yet..therefore we only had a slight hope for my team to win..its not that my teams not good pero pinalitan kasi yong quarter back namin and this will be his second game sa bago naming quarter back ..well ok lang kahit matalo sila..i will still have fun...fortunately for the first time of this season the CULTS lost and it was my team who beat them..and i am there in the stadium cheering my team for a touch down..wowoow it feels like a superbowl game for us..we are very much happy. We are still wearing the smile on our face..still enjoying the fun we had just experienced as we get into the car and drive home..the baby was being a good boy too..he didnt cry and just enjoying himself hwearing the people shout and clap..and as a baby who likes to imitate, everytime he hears the people shout, he shouts too. and if he hears the people clap he claps too..

we arrived home and I immidiately went to my computer to tell everybody the good news..my team won..but that same time a window pooped up infront of me..it was my sister...later on i knew that my favorite grandma had passed away..i dont know how to react...ang dali namang binawi yong kaligayahan ko..di talga ako makapaniwala na wala na ang lola ko..excited pa naman akong ipakita sa kanya si elijah..we planned to visit my family in the philippines this june..plano ko na na di ako mag summer kasi nga uuwi kami..tapos di na nya makita anak ko..so i told my hubby that i wanna come home and see my lola for the last time..and i did..i was really thankful for my husbands support...kahit mahal yong binayaran namin sa ticket ok lang...travelling alone by myself was a good adventure for me.first time ko pa kasing mag travel na ako lang mag isa..pero kahit na nilakasan ko nalang yong loob ko..ang importante makaabot ako sa libing ng lola ko..i told my mom na uuwi ako..everybody was shocked..i got lucky to get a ticket immidiately and be able to get a flight going to the philippines the following day...dumating ako sa amin..mama lang yong naka-alam tsaka sis ko and my uncles who took care of my grandma na uuwi ako.me going home para sa lola ko, turned out to be a blessing too..God really has a plan for everything..kasi ang gusto ng mga anak ng lola ko. ilibing nalang sya at di na sila uuwi. as in i felt really bad to know that..kaya lalo akong nag pursege na makauwi.the moment they knew na me who is here in USA.uuwi para sa lola ko.they felt insulted..uuwi nga ako na dito sa USA sila pa na nandon lang sa pinas..kaya lahat ng mga anak ni nanay nag siuwian..it was just a beautiful reunion on my lola's kids..i heared my uncle said..yong pinakapanganay na ..he never saw hs younger brother for 20 years.and tagal.mga busy kasi.As expected, kasi ako yong galing america i payed for my grandmas burial..ok lang basta nandon sila lahat.my grandma died at the age of 85.matanda na..and guess what! i was really impressed and surprised when i opened a little book and found out that it was a diary of my lola..as in di ko akalain me diary pala ang lola ko..she wrote there lahat ng mga significant event and date sa buhay nya...nandon pa yong birthday ko...yong nanalo sila ng jai-alai..lols..tapos nandon yong date ng pagkamatay ng dalawa kong kapatid..al the sad and happy times she experienced was all there in her little diary..to tell you friends she has a very good penmanship..as in ganda ng hand writting nya..anyway she rest in peace and i am sure she will be in heaven someday..

i enjoyed the rest of my stay there with my family..as in we went to cebu para mag shopping..ang dami kong nabili..ang dami ko ring nabili for my brothers and sisters...lahat kami nag enjoy..tong mama ko lokoloko..kahit one week na ako sa amin..sabihin ba naman na i need to hit her daw kasi para pa raw syang nanaginip..di parin sya makapaniwala na nandyan ako sa harapan nya..bumili ako ng magic sing..of course binili ko yon para dito sa america..pero ginamit muna namin sa pinas..waaaahh we had a lot of fun...nawala na yong longkot ko sa lola ko...i knew masaya na sya kong nasaan man sya ngayon...

i came back here in USA with the feeling of excitement to be with my son and hubby again...iba talaga pag me pamilya kana dito..i feel really at home nong dumating na ako dito and be able to hugged my baby and kissed my hubby..ang sarap ng feeling...and of course it was a good break for me..tho' i will never see my lola again..the memories of me coming there for her burial and for the little reunion we have in my lola's side will always be remain in each of our heart...sulit talaga yong money na na gasto ko..
cge cge will just share to you the pics i took in the philippines...i need to bail out now para naman mabisita ko naman yong mga bahay nyo..dami ko pang e catch up..see you all in your house..mwaaahh