poor husband...

I am really mean.! and i do found myself guilty. guilty for what? well my hubby came home for lunch this afternoon.hmm for this past few days he never been home for lunch.he always called me up and informed me that he will be out for lunch with his officemate to discuss some matters with regards to their works. I said okay.i dont really care where in fact i like it.heheheh i just dont wanna get to the kitchen and cook something for him..waaahh i know i know as a wife its my resposibility to take care of him but sometimes laziness will strike me and i am just not in the mood to cook at all.He come home this afternoon and i said "oh, honey you're home"hehehehe and then say i dont wanna cook something for lunch can you just get yourself something at the store or fast food.He said yes and play with elijah a little while and then leave the house.the moment he close the door i felt really really bad.i should have cook at least something for him coz i know he is already hungry.I called him up a minute after he leave and say sorry..he was just laughing at me and said that he dont care at all.it was totally fine for him.well i know its not okay nor fine at all.hmm i need to make up with him this dinner. i will fix his favorite dish.I am still guilty until now..it is really so mean of me to do that.maybe that is the reason why he dont wanna come home for lunch anymore.what do you think?