Stressed!

it was actually a tough week this week. We'll for some reason I was acting weird. I was very irritated and definitely dont have patience to my 5 year old toddler. is it maybe because of the depo that I was using as our means of contraception?We'll i guess it is. I start feeling and acting weird few days after I was injected with the depo meds. I think I wont go to my next appointment anymore. I need to stop this or else i am gonna go crazy. We will just used our old method which is calendar and hope that I wont get pregnant again. i ever i will get pregnant again? I will definitely make sure that my tube will be tied or cut. i only want 2 kids but who knows maybe the third one would be a girl..:)